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Good ______ Everyone
At long last. The most anticipated music project....
And By most anticipated I mean about 8 or 9 people wanted to listen to this project.
Well that doesn't include you. I guess that makes you number listener number 10. Which means you are special.
Other people may try to tell you they are the special listener but don't listen to them. You and I both know that you are the true special one.
I just wanted to take moment before we dive into this audio adventure of sorts.
I don't plan on doing this often because I would rather express everything else with music stuff.
I know I know.
Those of you who know me are well aware that I am not a rapper type.
Im not exactly a gangster.
Im not really hood.
But don't you worry for those of you who need me to satisfy your black friend quota. You may use this mixtape as evidence to prove to those non believers that you cannot be racist or racial offensive.
Remember you may use your coin to lower your moral debts.
For those of you who believe that I do not satisfy the requirements of being a black man. You may also use this mixtape as evidence. Remember to always refer to the checklist when trying to properly identify a black person.
The point of this monologue is to act as a guide to understand my current and future works. Because to be honest I have never been the best at opening up and expressing myself.
But that all changes with this guide
If you see me wearing a red shirt, while Im rapping.
That means that my lyrics are passionate and were written to express the first thoughts that come to mind. You know the raw ones. Not to be confused with free styling of course.
If I am wearing a blue shirt during a song then that clearly means the topic at hand as been thought about for a week or more and the words said reflect my thought process as it develops.
Does this make sense?
It does? Good!
Because the rest of the colors are really intuitive like the purple shirt representing me rapping from a fixed perspective that is not my own.
Now for this next part pay attention to my hands. See that there?
When I place that gesture here it means Im having an existential crisis. No Im sorry here.
When I place it hear that means the song is about a person who's made a huge impact in life. Thats not to be confused with this gesture, that represents made an impact on my life but only due to the fact that I couldn't stop thinking about them for a solid day or so. It happens human interactions are weird....
So uh yeah. Now I can't promise consistency because each song is crafted and layered in its own way. My projects at best a solution with colloidal esoteric particles.
(Babbling.)
After all I'm only human.
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Intro: "Hey kiddo!" How's it going? Wow look at you? Barely moving but I see such potential . Well Im not the one who's been saying that but I am starting to get where the other people are coming from. And if other people are saying the same thing about you then it must be based on truth.... You little night owl there is no need for you to cry. It's 2 in the morning
Track Begins:
Young one
What are your concerns
Is your passion really real?
If it doesn't really burn?
Special among one group
Similar in another
What's a strength of family?
if everyone's your brother?
Quantity is irrelevant
It is quality you must select
That is unknown to you
Til your morals are really checked
Don't identify with many groups
But not opposed to grouping
Heaven has all your stats
Because you are afraid of losing
And our focus always changes
And less focus on "facts"
Because facts don't entertain us
Kardashian in another story
Can you honestly get mad?
Every second
your eye absorbs
Is a second that you've pathed.
If it necessary
for the all people to consume
What unifies
and rivals
entertainment is Doom.
Let me Educate
Don't eat where you defecate
For Goodness sake
Mobilize and move your plate
Masticate with your ears
Nutrients to and think clear
(Repeat x2)
or
Mentally starve yourself
Thats fear.
Planetary Procrastination
Populace of a Nation
Trickle down to the source
Reeks the smell of fermentation
Meditate then Participate
gather data that won't correlate
The point are unfamiliar
The graph isn't linear
Title it life but never get it straight.
Fear to be virtuosic
Ambition microscopic
Turn moments into profit
Short ones make the topic
Dreams are as ethereal
As schematic for building foundation
varying materials.
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Thump Thump goes the heart.
Ah that is your first sound and it will be your last.
Such unadulterated presence.
I know you are here now.
Thats how doctors know you are here now.
A loved one head laying on a chest.
A Connection...
Ah the cycle continues.
Repeat yet again.
Alive? Born?
Sitting there with a blank expression for you are a new canvas.
Congradulations you have exsisted just the right way.
Human
Hyoooooman
You are human.
Welcome, your arrival is welcomed for the moment.
Human
Huuuu Maaaan
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If Jesus had descended among the common man
Would the essence of his being
be altered by the hands?
Of the people who were near him
and projected all their plans
Personality set?
What is the truth to understand
Would people believe him if he said he had returned again.
Explaining how some misinterpreted the words
Of course there will be doubt
Some find it atrocious
like supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.
Super wise mystic people who we find precocious.
Percieve them as such, because we agree with them the mostest.
Stupor static passive thoughts can lead to mitosis.
When
Stooper stance is common stance we seem to be too focused.
Don't fear the snakes in the presence of a lion.
We'd love to fight big brother while befriending O'Brian
(Adventure Time Interlude)
Instinctive
Instinctive
Conscious mind in a development test?
Is your process fine?
How do you know what is really best?
When the heart is calm
Is it really when the mind forgets?
What of your father?
What of your mother?
What of your father?
What of your mother?
Whats your alignment?
What's your goal?
Where do you stand?
What's the color of your soul?
Would your religion be the same?
If threw you in the forest?
Until you get your porridge?
The Mind Hungers to bear a truth that's golden.
Lock it at the top
It can't be just right
If it's broken
Would you vote Republican
If raised a Democrat?
Flip the scripts makes your party say "to hell with that".
TV, Sitcom, and family
Say that the other's crap.
Born a liberal
Die a conservative?
Thats what the stats say
Thats what the math say
Will you goes this way?
Time ticks while you find your way
An aquaintence will say your name at you
A friend will nod their head with you
A best friend will die for you.
A true friend will live for you.
Your conscience knows what you do.(x2)
Your will wants you to do.(x2)
Sannity, Sannity Deprive him of none.(x4)
For your dullness is as sharp as gun.
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Shackle Shackle
On Human
Limited
Wings don't span.
Can you fly
Touch the sky
No you can't
You can try
Try and Try and Try
Again
Succeed No
But make a friend
There is nothing you can't do
Because they agree with you.
Different Body
Different Brain
Loudest thoughts
Seem the same
Minimize
your own pain
Maximize
your own gain
If they dont agree with you
There is nothing they can do
Potential
Where is it
On the list of credentials
False attributes
must be above the essential
In a heartbeat no mans knows
another's entirety
Shackle on a person is not piety
A just God shakes his head to the rthymn of society
Absence of progression of footsteps
sounds like clanking of chains
And Ive thought it strange
Irrelevant
Irrelevant
I am just hesitant
I am not a resident
I am just a vistor
I am not sinister
Avoid contact
Too Late
Fate? Date? Planned? Damn?
You're slipping
You're missing
Ill fitting
Persmission
Was given
Incesions were made
With upmost percision
Tell me
who's the person that really you claim to be
Ive been
pondering myself but then suddenly
A smile painted on your face when we spoke aloud.
What's a mask color when it's behind a shroud?
"F" "E" Knee is a relaxed fist
Speak in Parapraxis
In evening do you know what lax is?
Ugly Ugly
What to do when it's uglay
Gather the tools or just move it away
Ugly Ugly
Do we laugh is it funay
Solve any problem with drinking or monay
Ugly Ugly
Where did you get your
ivory
Jewlery
Dont remember
there is nothing
I can see
In front me(Ugly Ugly)
Genius turns rooms into saunas
Sweat drop the eye
It smells like Loxodonta.
Ugly Ugly
That man is (just)not like me(repeat)
Ugly Ugly
Justify your actions
Reduce all the tractions
Cling to your factions.
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"Welcome"-
"What are you buying?"
"Is that all stranger?"
Biologically
No Hypocrisy
Living Life towards
Aristocracy
Better Man
Better Man
Requires a lesser man
The value of the hand?
Asking what's in store
The stock has nothing stored
A lie repeated by bird and nothing more
I call back nevermore
A dim light at the core
Inefficient crankshaft turning these into chores
A seed that's not mine
It grows and it's pine
Abundant and only substance at the proper times
Pull it at the root
2D as a sleuth
Remove "s" "e", leave at pulchritude
Because what is 10 times zero?
Rippling muscles are required to be a hero
Pimple to stubble raging bull Robert De niro
Crack of Day
Slit of night
2 stagnant colors in sight
People are keep peeling
They think they are concealing
Problems are revealing
Frequency
I can see
Not what it is to be
But what it is to me
Latency
Process slowing
The grass is greener on the other side
where they arent mowing
You there
Blonde Hair
With strands of it on your face
My right shoulder
My right lap
Many times it's displaced
Many times you have chased
Many times Im in space
You talk and I listen
I talk and your smitten
Am I reading this wrong
Is there a typo written.
Your lips don't taste like any alcohol in sight.
When did you begin your night?
I forgot
I cant speak.
You can speak.
But your words are slurred.
I cant understand your words
A drink of water in my hand
Of course now I understand.
Sorta kinda
Kinda sorta
My aorta
My aorta
You tell me I'm not like them
I'm real I don't pretend
But you Imply that I'm a heart doctor too
But are you really seeing true?
What part of this is really you.
First time
Pregame wine
Slices of bread
you did dine
Holding yourself together
Your umbrella ignores the weather
Your umbrella is actually a strainer
Im no container
With us I see two strangers.
Glass of water
Just for you
Ill be back in a few.
As I rip a card in two.
The other stays the same
A tear drips down your eye.
I'm a great guy.
I never said goodbye.
Because we were never there.
We never there
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Jake: No! Being crazy is hard. You're getting all hung up, all hung up on imaginary problems. You gotta focus on what's real, man. [Grabs a cup.] You see this cup? This is literally my favorite cup.Now it's gone forever. So it's not real, and I don't care about it anymore.
BMO: [gasp] Oh no! My favorite window!
I didn't understand
how to stand
how to understand
From where I stood
I stood for good
That much was understood
We had both agreed
But soon to be
I would see
I agreed
One of me can't be both of we
That M and W reflected on the x
I spoke as if I yellow boxed my text
Not aloud
but in my cloud
Time traveler I often travel to the past
My mind lingers
Will my future's presence last?
I dont have control
My ship lacks a navigator
It only has a captain who is secretly an aviator
Head above the clouds
Heart on the ocean floor
My body on the poop deck
Thats were shit hits the floor
What a chore
As I wonder through the sea of time
I lie on the deck
What will I see this time
What a noble way
Keep quiet
while you mind suffers
Like the line above
Humans have their own blunder
Too err is human
Im too human for my own good
Blurs are protrusions
Not seen clearly or understood
I take the path less traveled by
It contains less passer-bys
Solopsist Persists
I exist
Life is funny
Im master of comedy
Rest of me
anonymity
Im not smart
Im just a self aware idiot
What part will descend through my linneage
Did I mention Im mortal (repeated)
Trees fall in the forest
Why do babies die?
Diabetic I don't know
Can't envy me with my slice of pie
I tried and then I tricked
So I can understand
The folly of the mortal man
Did I mention I'm mortal(repeats)
Trees fall in the forest
Why do babies die?
Diabetic I don't know
Can't envy me with my slice of pie
I tried and then I tricked
So I can understand
The folly of the mortal man
Thats Monotmus
Thats Autonomus
Thats Non Haunting and
Thats Not Daunting and
Abscence leads to death
Stress is worth the mess
Fighting just to fight
Is a fighting justified
Everyday I convince Pavlov he's wrong
But due to that I can hear his laugh echo in the background of my songs.
I couldnt keep my pyramid in check
Maslow my architect.
Bokonon my life coach
Mellatonin
Upchuck the flow when
Your body won the the race
To keep your mind in place
Run across the world
At a superhuman pace
Clark Kent your friends
Superman your lovers
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oh the complexities of society are haunting thee
are haunting you
Why are you there
Why do you never feel singular
But you never feel true
What is it?
What is on your mind
what inside do you find
what do you see
are you afraid of what dont you see
Tell me tell me
but please
Dont make that face at me
Because I know what that face is
I know what that look is
Im no stranger to that look
Ive had that look for
more years than I like to count
Ive seen that look
on people Im close to
and people I dont want anything to do with
It is a look that doesnt have the same look
But has the same essence or whatever you want to call it
But you're human
You're human
and what does it mean to be human
Probably just the same as it does to "not be human"
You try to leave on these extremes
You try to live on left or right
And take sides all the time
The world isnt black and white
But you would like to think that
I know because thats what on your face
Hope can never die
But it can be depleted
The touching of the mind
Can bring a change uneaded
The rattling sounds like copper
That I thought was strange
Thought worth one spent
on the rattling of a change
Alchemy is real
Speak from nothing into two cents
dark hole needs filling
Cant be seen, leave it too sense.
The smell of blood and flowers
The clashing of the two scents.
Constantly occuring
Count the days it's been like two since.
Your confidence is moon sized
But its really just a death star
Your ego is the fuel
Shooting arrogant lazers far.
I would know(x2)
I've been a passenger in a car.
Until I realized
that it wasn't a car
It was a bus
Double that then add a "T" if I must
The route predetermined
I had never noticed
I closed my eyes for the ride
Because I was never focused
Ignorance the secret ecstasy that was abundant and potent.
Did I ever say Alchemy?
Wrong word intrusion
It is really an illusion
The lack of conclusions
The rise in confusions
Profusions of Collusions
Evolution Executions
They made a pretty penny
If you don't know you who
From your thoughts
they will make plenty
A thought cost about two
Sense....
It feels like something was planned for me.
But I'm not one to feed my vanity
I'm a small part to the entirety
So the plan's not just for me.
It encompasses all of humanity.
I believe that I have free will
But sometimes I stand still
Question my actions and stare at my hands
how does it feel?
Maybe there are just parameters
Of we can and can't do.
Or rather
what we should and shouldn't do.
We look down
and we ask why?
We look up
and say why try?
Maybe the death
Or maybe the breath
is supposed to change you
cause you to do something or nothing
Not pushing the red button
The importance of actions
And the importance of inactions
Cause and effect
Affect and the cause
Your actions don't always have an effect.
Size doesn't matter.
Think of the size of your matter
Atoms and molecules
Impressionable Youth
and blind fools.
In most cases the blind rule,
but because they can't see
they become tools
for the one who tells them all that "the blind rule"
Create invisible armor
invisible weapons
For their protection
Then label those blind rules
They push their objective,
A.k.a the ruler's pedestal
They don't know where there headed to.
I don't know where I'm headed to.
I've just been gathering directions
Each time I'm on a walking session.
Every step in my mission
They say what is perplexing ya?
I tell them self diagnosed geometric dyslexia.
(Colin ends it with a Colin Chord)
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Stare at the moon
just to feel normal at times
I feel it getting closer when emotions unwind
Let it loose,
untangle all the strands of time
Not a truth
My nappy hair seeps in my mind
What do I find?
Hell, I don't know
they float like UFO's
I lack the thoughts typical
People think it's mystical
To be so original
Secret Secret
But I yearn for simple wants
A simple brain
And simple needs
Get pain on your knees
When you pray to believe
That it will be better
Dream a better dream
But not everything
is as it seams
Guru Ant lays down some wisdom
Where will I end up
Progressing on this journey
Will I become a star with passionate
Yearning
Or will I end up burning?
Ridiculous
black Icarus
listen to Daedalus
Not to low
Not to high
Aim for the bulls-eye
Clear skies
Clear sight
So I can see my goals
Courageously
Not aimlessly
With a lion's soul
Ill protect my pride
And ill protect my pride
From these Scars
Trying to give me scars
I am not like Mufasa
I wont simply drop
Like I landed in New Mombasa
In defense I'm frightening
I slay you quick
Raikiri Cut lightning
Im just hunting for that knowledge
To better myself
And not just wealth
Better their health
I want give back
provide them with help
Even if it means
I lose cheddar
I Rather
be better
No under the weather
Faces no wetter
Like desserts
No tears shall fall
If Money will takes my happiness
Ill abandon it all.
Wait I can't because it wants to drive me.
Me soulless chauffeur is this economy.
I cant live or provide unless I am buying.
My heart will break in pieces if my children stops smiling.
You told me I could save the world
I could save the world
You told me i could save the world
you told me i could
I could save the world
You told me I could save the world
I could save the world
You told me that
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Error Error
Incorrect time
Incorrect time
Caution Caution
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This is the beginning of a journey. Where it will go nobody really knows. This is the first step into the self. One of the primary motivations behind any song is to express myself. After that the music is formed and shaped. That being said I have often have many layers and levels to all my songs. How you feel about these songs most likely will be a of reflection of you as a person. I'm not trying to push an agenda. I just convert my experiences, and what I observe into songs.
These songs sort of become sentient after a while, and develop based on what nutrients I can give them. I mean when I look back at them they can sometimes look different to me.
I was supposed to talk about this album in this text box....
I plan on this being my worst album yet because I plan on growing musically and as a person.
released September 5, 2016